I admit

March 13, 2006

Ok, I admit, I’ve thought about leaving my job.

In relation to that, I admit further that I’ve considered some things that have come my way.

…and I admit that I’ve practically dismissed all of them. (I think I brought up this topic of finding a new job to my mom and she said that in all her years of working and with all the people she’s been with, she realized that you will always find something to complain about. So if you decide to leave, think about it a lot and make sure that you really want to.) 

I admit that work is going to be less worth going to now, for reasons that only a select few know about and would undertand.

I admit that I’m not staying for the money, but for the people. Sure, work sucks… but at least the laughs and smiles and jokes and jeers make it bearable. Even the human drama that surrounds everyday worklife is interesting… Ah yes, the human drama…
 
Although I’d be a hypocrite not to admit that of course, money is also a part of it. Money makes the world go ’round after all… … … but then there’s that other thing that makes the world go ’round.

I admit that I’ve been going though a lazy phase, and it looks as though it’s not going to end soon. 

I admit that I am a very confused person in a lot of ways. Well, at least I’m not disturbed.

I admit that I have been mush for the past several months… whatever that means.

I admit that… … …some things are better left unsaid.